Kissing gourami for Áron ♥ via bigibogi

via bigibogi

cute or what :-)

♥

bedroom re-vamp

bedroom has got a new look by the shelf I picked up from Ikea in the evening.

kaleidoscope love

Mirror City Timelapse from Michael Shainblum on Vimeo.

Basically, you just sit here at this very spot until you grow old and eventually die.

That is exactly where I am (all the time, everyday, every year) : at a spot, the same spot every day, unable to move, paralysed, waiting to grow old, and eventually die.

That overwhelming sense of being engulfed by "uselessness" and "waste of time" is absolutely killing me.

Frustrated.
Irritated.
Looking at everyone moving ahead in life, whereas I am here stuck and trapped here for what feels like eternity.

All I wish is for a lethal potent miracle to break free from this nasty paralysis.

I am so bored. I am so stuck. I can't believe as a 20+ year old, I feel like an 80+ year old.

So trapped and unhappy. What is most bizarre and ironic is, I am born into a first world nation, free to pursue education, sharing equal voting rights as the opposite gender, but here I am feeling like I owe someone a living and have zero liberty and freedom to life. Mind boggling? Yup. I find it so ironic and mind boggling and finding myself and this whole situation hard to digest. I feel so morbbidly frustrated with myself, so much so that I feel like getting a baseball bat to slap sense into myself.

For all these years, 20 something is the age to be. Legal to drink, to smoke, to work, to move out, live independently, but yet I am not embracing the best time of my life.

What a dick shit I am.

Possible "quater life crisis".

The way to start this long weekend..

... is with a bad case of the flu, which is keeping me homebound.

Thank God for the telly and Youtube.
Here is Chinese stig to keep me entertained and of couse this strange Chinese car called, Trumpchi.

Food for Thought: The Honorable Crayfish-feast Day

I received something in my mail box today that kind of got me into a fury, because of such utterly low prices for food. You heard me. Low prices for food, made me boil. Now, everyone screams of how animals that are caught or reared for human consumption are treated poorly and inhumanely. But how many of us stop to question the reason behind it? When the answer for this course of actions is so simple: low prices travel down the chain, it travels to the low-paid workers, then to the animals.

Now, I need to clarify that I am not accusing and pointing fingers at this line of restaurant for being one of those responsible for cruelty to animals that land on our dinner plates. Instead, I am justifying an example of how horrifyingly cheap food can be.

I don't understand economics and, yes, am trying hard to grasp the value of life and harsh life working on a crayfish trawler/ farm. Well, everyone else should go have their crayfish cravings satisfied at this insanely cheap crayfish buffet. But, all I'm asking is for everyone who is saying "How can they torture animals until like that!!" "So mean" "So inhumane", to question how can food get so horrendously cheap, because corners need to be cut in order for prices to go so low.

Now, go have as much fun as you can, crayfishes. Spend time with your family and friends before you end up on the crayfish buffet table...