^@*# !!!

I'm really pissed off. I split coffee all over my table. I was in mad rush, trying to do my work, and I was on the phone and I was reaching out for my coffee, which then turned everything fine into holy-hell — coffee all over my desk.

Honestly, I really hate being on the phone as I work. I hate multi-tasking I like to focus on what I am doing. If I am working, I am working. I hate having to be on the phone. I hate having to hold on to my phone between my checks and shoulder and manage my wacom tablet. Fvking spells disaster.

I just wished I told my boyfriend I'll call him back later.



This spilt cup of coffee has absolutely pushed all my buttons. I am running behind schedule. I cleaned up a mess. And the mess is still lingering in the foam of sickening sticky-keyboard and a whole table smelling like bloody coffee.

Everything reeks of coffee and is all sticky for crying out loud! My keyboard, my iMac base is so sticky and coffee-smelly. My papers and pens were soaked in it, leaving me a gross image burn. I really can't stand it. I so badly want to scream at myself — what the FVK was so important on the phone that you had to fvking pick up and talk and spill coffee all over and wreck your own moods and momentum!?!

%$&#

Honestly, I am in the darkest and angriest of places right now.

365days I have coffee beside me. I have it since dinosaurs were still in the form of amoebae up till now. That is a bizillion god years and this has not happened to me until now. All because of I picked up the phone, held it with my shoulder, was doing my work and wanting to drink coffee as I listened. If only I threw my phone out the window, did my work and just drank my coffee like I always do.

My iMac is not even a month old and it smells like coffee.

Handsfree is an invention that needs to be improved.