Sunday, April 11, 2010

sunday, you were so goddamn boring balls

i got out of bed at 3. from then on it was nonstop i tell you, nonstop, epic boredom. sunday was sad. i got out of bed too late to say yes to any plans or even make any plans.

all that dreaming of brunch and scrambled eggs first thing i wake up.

and now monday blues already. i hate sundays i tell you.

stiff neck still. catching old mtv series on youtube and pondering over courses i should probably be picking up to upgrade myself. can't help but feel old. though i don't feel old, never, or maybe occasionally when im depressed from constant bad food. courses. more courses. more programme guides and module descriptions and school fees to wreck my head about. jee. work isn't just the only headache, going back to sch is also another one. epic. and im not even doing this for myself. i wonder what im doing this for. my circle didn't need an epic load mountainful of certs to get them going. ah, crap. whatever.

dread work. dread the project im on. pray hard it gets over and done soon. in 3 more f weeks.

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