it's a friday again. strangely i don't quite feel like its a friday. feels more like any other day. i was looking, so much, forward to friday evening last night. but when it finally got here, it became empty. :(
maybe i should go for a jog? burn a bit more fat, feel healthier. or maybe find something good to eat, which i have been having really major difficulty at doing. my appetite comes and goes. it goes more often than it comes. for a someone who is just 5 feet tall, i'm weighing barely 85pounds (yet, i still see this little piece of fat strapped on to my belly. wth, right?). i have bad appetite. or just no appetite at all. sounds really unhealthy. haven't seen anything very appetizing. i guess that's going to be a challenge to pack back some pounds. Lol!
so i'm afraid running might not be a very good alternative to spending my friday night. i should probably learn to whip up something appetizing and very healthy to eat. or at the very least find a good way to be healthy. malnourished people look unattractive. wait, yet at the same time i don't wish to be looking fat. which isn't very nice for me. the least a girl like me now needs is to look, in anyway, at all ugly. so i should be looking for ways to gain some weigh, look very healthy and not be in anyway carrying a single pound of fat! okay, now friday evening sounds appetizing once again. :)
happy friday!
