i think i contain too much shyness and keep underestimating myself far too much. so much that i make myself sound like a deflated balloon, especially the part where the air is just about to run out completely. the part where the rubber deflating balloon goes "PHHHIIAAATTTTTT-PHATTTT-PHAAATttttttt..." until it eventually dies out.
goodness.
*clap clap* come on, lilia, buck up and quit feeling like a lousy deflated rubber balloon!
