been having trouble sleeping at night as usual, and having terribly awful dreams of getting stabbed, possibly to death. it's been going on for some time now.
as usual, i had an awful dream last night, stabbed in the back and shocking myself out of my sleep. jumping up, gasping for air, and feeling my back to tell myself it's just a dream.
i feel distorted. such terrible a feeling to have when sleep is now dreadful instead of pleasurable.
not excited. not feeling happy at all at the moment.
and it certainly doesnt sound like the sort of pleasant experience and story you would like to share with.
so with weary bloodshot eyes, i'll figure myself a way out.
