march, coming to a close

i have a lot to share about March. just haven't got time. or maybe i do. just that i am prioritizing on other stuff than jot down my memories as calender grows thin.

right now, i am feeling exceptionally restless. i have yet to get proper sleep at night for the past 2 days. very bad case of indigestion and tummy upset. nothing has been going down my gut since saturday, since that unfateful day  i ate Dominos pizza. Dominos if you're reading this, whatever you use to coat your pizza pan, it's making me sick all the time. from now on, all i can do is watch my boyfriend stuff down pizzas and cinnamon sticks.

the bad sleep must be getting to me. i feel so emotionally down and my morals at a high time low. im demoralized about life. suddenly thinking about how melancholy life is. i was watching "happy endings" on cable. david's life is like a zombie: he wakes up at 7am, eats grainy cardboard cereal, goes to work and leads a mundane life. :( that sounds like me. i wake up at 7am everyday. shower. go to work. eat cardboard cereal, trying to stay healthy. drink a lot of coffee. work. work. work. work over time. head home. shower. watch a little tv. fall a sleep. the cycle repeats. i am afraid. i am so afraid just by thinking of it. am i going to do that till i die? i hate this consumerism corporate shallow world. working just to earn money to pay bills and lead this so called normal life.

nuff rants.

i have pictures to share of march.

let me find time to upload them.

February 12, its a wrap...

shawn's sister weds

i had my first brunch for march

<3

and shawn buys me a bed-date.

sock monkey says "hi!"