season of overspending instead

i think i spent so much on giving that i'm going to kill myself when the bills total up.  this year's so called season of giving puts me in a spot of giving more than i expected.

是不是买了等于不要买更好。。。

learning my lesson: too much initiative doesn't pay.




depressed,
d.

saglife

boy, saglife, are you a tough nut to crack. i finally nailed you for my boyfriend. just in time. before it's all gone thks to this merry season.  advance happy birthday and merry xmas to shawn. :)

can't wait for the weeks to come.
food, booze and parties!

nov/dec pictorial flood

mysterious freitag present i got shawn.

weird "violet" flavored gum from michelle. who recently came back from LA.

potato leaking cheese @ strictly pancakes again for dinner with friends.

making my desk homely.

making shawn's breakfast-for-supper craving in the middle of the night.

shawn's surprise birthday hamper for me. scarf and shirtdresses. all my favorite all the right sizes. from muji.

hectic present wrapping for all the gift-swooping sessions happening round the corner.

that's my end of nov, start of dec in a nutshell.

x,
d.

missing the scene

December starts now. so does my new job. same thing just another place.

i hope it's better. or so i heard it's better.
im neither excited nor anxious. it just feels like just any other day.
feels just like another passing phrase.
a new job. a new place. a new month. yet i still feel so empty so flat. strange.

happy december.

x.
d.